Even if they're good surprises. I can't stand it when there's a plan laid out and a wrench gets thrown in.
Like when your doctor schedules you for an anatomy scan for one day but makes it sound like it's on another day.
Like when I found out some news yesterday, when my office called to confirm my anatomy scan appointment for 9 am on Friday. As in today Friday. Not Monday at 3:30 pm like I originally thought. THAT is just a monthly exam with the doc. Huh what?
Cue anxious and excited feelings coming at me like a train from completely out of nowhere. Instead of having the weekend to psych myself up for Monday, I had to get ready for today.
Work yesterday was almost pointless for an hour or so... extremely hard to concentrate. I tossed and turned all night last night... so did Joshua. He whispered to my stomach last night "You can tell me if you're a boy or girl, I won't tell mommy..." Then this morning when he woke up I got "I'm so excited, I'm so excited!" whispered over and over again in my ear. We both asked baby not to be shy.
It's finally getting really real for him. I'm just excited to stop calling symbiote "it".
Just over an hour to go before we get going... I should probably go take a shower.
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